Sweet Purity

Flying on wings of an eagle, my heart is soaring... Who knew that life could be this good? No, it's not something you can ever express... It's that light... The feeling... The hope... The trust, the love, and most of all, you. You are the masterpiece of a God's creation. Live in every moment. No, not necessarily feel happy, sad, taste the air, see the beauty, or smell the flowers... All of which are still a part of you though. No, it's not about what you have to do or even what you want to do. It's what you LOVE to do. It's what makes you, well, you. Do you live to love and love to live? Or do you wish to die as your wishes die? Is that spark a burning flame of hope? Or is it going to burn you to the ground? For me, I'm on the miraculous journey of finding myself. No, it never ends, but there's a big part of me that I have to find... Who am I? What makes me unique and glorious? What blessings have I received? Then I can truly love. Then I can be everything I was meant for. It's a long and slow journey, one of which I'm only beginning, everything I was meant for, but I've taken that first step. I've recognized so many things that I want to change. I'm finally feeling... Deep inside... Peace, love, hope, and happiness. I feel desires, wants and longing over lost dreams, broken trust, broken heart, and loneliness. There's something very pure deep inside of me. Only I and my Father are truly aware of it. For now, I need to shelter it from the winds. My parents' big, protective shelter has now left and I'm learning how to build this on my own. My own true deep and personal being of which is pure, holy, beautiful... And untouchable by Satan. I will never stop this journey, for I have only begun. Life is getting a new meaning and I'm becoming a new person through it all.